Blood dripping down
Taking shape
A broken heart
Cracked in two
Faint pulse
No life left
Tears red as blood
Falling from pooling eyes
Death on the brain
Self harm
Hurting bleeding
No understanding left
Eyes searching for a friend
A companion
Always loving the one
Falling to pieces
Alone
Would anybody care if i just sat there and died? Would anybody bother... Bother to remember me or things ive don? What if i lied walked away from this world, never saying goodbye. Would anybody care if im not there? Watch me walk away. Become lost to my own mind, in a way.. My own slave... Just a body with no life, no more emotions, no more smiles or tears to fall. Just digging away till i cut out my heart.
She sits in her seat
Her head faceing down
She’s afraid
The teacher calls her name
She looks up shaking
Grabs her paper
Stands up front
Opens her mouth
… no sound
Stairing, searching
She feels their eyes
The eyes that search for reason
Why is she here?
What does she think she’s doing?
She tries again
Opens her mouth
And, behold sound
Stuttering and fumbling
She makes it through
Looking up meeting their eyes
They understood
The sorrow plain to see
The pain they felt was hers
She feels each and every day
She cries and
Scratches not cuts
Now they know
Just how alone she feels
She walks to her seat
Takes a breath
And says one last thing
“it’s all true”
And sits back down
COMMENTS
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mrsin
19:01 Jul 23 2013
gawddd, i know this feeling
its horrible
hope it all turned around for you ;)
TornAngel
19:04 Jul 23 2013
it has. i'm better now.